I hate starting out each entry with my little backstory, trying to sound calm and casual. Oh well, pleading for people not to think I’m crazy, especially when I have the knowledge that my words are going to be rearranged and horrifically, rearranged and misspelled to Lend an overall aberrance to everything I say and am . That speech to text works brilliantly when I don’t know it’s on.: for instance, I’ll be talking aloud to somebody in the room or hell to myself while we’re being honest and I will look down astonish to see everything I have said has been printed up and perfect precision and has inserted itself into a text box going to some random contact. To my whore it has done this several times and sent it. Also, I will be typing something into a contact on purpose at times only to have it send to another contact which causes me great inconvenience because it’s usually something of a personal and private nature, they would not want anyone knowing especially the party to whom it was sent. I don’t know much about speech to text apps or AI; but seeing what a horrific job it does at typing up my Vlogs(an incredible amount of misspellings and mishaps, even after corrected at times) in comparison to how perfectly it does when it’s not supposed to be in use; starting on its own and typing up my private conversations and two instant messaging boxes and sending them; seemingly spying on me and broadcasting my personal thoughts to wide array of others; it seems to be AI to me; an evil on at that ; an enraging one who is an enemy who enjoys taunting me and making me look like an idiot. And when I am perplexed, wondering who it could be who’s hacking me and taunting me online; all I ever needed really do was look at who might be doing the same thing in my own personal life, and it seems easy to guess. I mean I don’t have any friends and have lost contact with anyone I’ve known, including Family and I have a very small group of people in my life. It is easy to tell when I’m using this method my online life is hacked my devices are all working against me to make me download apps that are not what they say they are or visit pages which has content different than is displayed. That is why I get so frustrated seeing a repetition of words everywhere I go, because even though I visit a wide array of websites or think that I do in reality, I am busy layered pages which have the same sort of redundant content underneath, and the content underneath is not good. I have long since came to the conclusion that this blog is not reaching anybody, and if it is, it is only proving to display me as a confused buffoon… so I took matters into my own hands just now, and feel so much more relieved, having spoke with a professional investigator. I have worked for weeks to come up with a summary of my problems, which is valid and displays many points of what I am complaining about ;if not proves them all together. All the people who have thought that they have been tricking me this whole time; they have not…. I just have had no idea what to do about it and the ones I let come around still I only let come around because I am at a loss for what to do ; and though I know that they boast and make fun of me constantly, and everything they say, is a quip towards me somehow… I know in real life they are not the mastermind behind whatever software is doing this to me. They are nothing more than employed robots who couldn’t possibly begin to be as smart as I am, which is why they’re involved in this big dumb rude to begin with by the big dumb idiot with whom they conspire . Anyway I’m alone all the time and even other present annoys me. I have found that by constantly watching them I can catch them and doing certain things or hear a deviation in their stories, etc. sometimes even catch their devices connect into mine even though my phone has been horribly altered to not show me any of these notifications . Hopefully I can find out more. Anyway, I feel like an idiot talking about this, because I feel like anyone who listens thinks that I am completely mad on the other hand the rational part of my mind knows with the amount of evidence I have accrued and knowing what kind of honest person I am to be, no one would think such a thing and the people who are commenting or joking about it on my version of what online is supposed to be are just repetitive programming by an abusive, c cornering and framing @isolating’ idiot Who thinks himself far smarter and who thinks I am much dumber than I actually am, and works hard to prove it by butchering everything I write with misspellings and ramblings of basic incoherence with no punctuation. If anyone real does read this and has seen other things for me, I hope that you do not think the seemingly mindless aberrations of literacy are actually from me. most of the online content I see is designed to keep me busy and to keep me off on an incorrect path; one that if I spoke of would make me look like the fumbling fool they try so hard to make me be. Unfortunately, I did not realize this until only a month or so ago, and I would eagerly search the Internet for any term or set of terms. I came across, always looking for clues to solve the nightmare. My life has become only to discover with horror that everything I was searching, had been put in there, purposely for me to search, because the terms I was searching, were over, laid over very ugly pages often with the illegal or disgusting content, trying to paint me in some particular way. Since a lot of my hacking seems to revolve around games, computer, games, and or YouTube videos. I was hoping that this whole hacking saga was going to end up a game however, looking at past and present events I don’t think so. I think they have a very malevolent intention of ruining my life, and this is not their first attempt for instants, I have never been in trouble in my life until coming to Tucson and with the idiot Brian uchwat , who was the first evil messenger an advocate of Matt Schwartz. Funny until last year I had not thought of him at all in over a decade, but when I found his forms for direct deposit from his company in my computer, as if I were an employee, my immediate reaction was to call him up and tell him about it always trying to help somebody. , typical, stupid self, never once thinking why would that be in my computer? I have not worked for this guy or heard from him in well over a decade four years he has had me blocked so I could not contact him anyway.at his Nelix transax and other small and nefarious companies. If I had any brains at all, I would have thought let’s see his line of work is writing programs and particularly involving credit card transactions, pass codes and ATM withdrawals and all those problems have been directly affecting me with this hacking saga I have been on. Several times much to my horror my roommate has received calls from random creditors, saying that my email address has been using this card or that showing me into extreme panic. And causing me to pay off whatever charges it was never anything large never once did I stop and think how would they know my email address but not what I ordered or anything else? And how they know it was my email address and not someone else’s.? it didn’t occur to me that my roommate could be terrifying me for the sheer joy of it or anyone else for that matter until I got tired of being charged round the clock by Apple apps, I would buy one app for six dollars and be robbed for hundreds.. when I finally did get through to the company utilizing someone else’s phone because my phone just would not call the correct people (I only had a gut feeling about that then cannot prove it as of yet) but anyway, yeah, I borrowed somebody’s phone and called Apple going to find out that they had no record of these transactions at all. I remember thinking how could they not every single charge is marked Apple.. and then I started to notice other little discrepancies with it.. several times I noticed weekly payments going from my PayPal account to a few various people I knew that were friends they were never large amounts and I thought who would set up to rob me of $7.43 a month? Well people who are pretending to be the App Store is who. Basically every person I have known in the past two years and sadly before has been involved in this and one way or another, causing me great stress, the question my own sanity., to falsely trust them, and Causedme many mishaps, which were not complete freak accidents as I had thought, but we’re cleverly manipulated acts of terror and fraud pulled off against me by a bunch of damn actors who would later( I found out ) manipulating circumstances through a variety of methods, including stealing my clothes, and wearing them as me, or stealing my ID to make it look, as if I had been doing something wrong, when I have been a victim of it all along. For each and every car I have bought in the last six years has been stolen and I never hear back from the police and sometimes when I call them and give them the report number they say they have never heard for me to begin with I’m tired of the redirected phones, the fake phone sales accounts, the email spams the fake content on the web which can change the redundant terms. They throw in my face constantly to make me look stupid . for instance, I live in the modern world correct but until a few days ago, I thought that the popular game Fortnite was called Fontenot. They change everything I read on every webpage, but I hear they cannot erase what’s there they can only mix it around. Half the time I will find out. I am not even online when I go to download a feature of an editing app I’m trying to use and informs me that I’m not online I’m only looking at webpages which have been saved in anticipation of me using them . So it makes me sick to sit here and use this device to try to write up my top trail of woe and torture, knowing that they’re reading every bit of it manipulating where it will and will not appear and even how it will appear I am so sick of all of it not to mention the stupid people in my face, pretending to be friends who like me thinking that I am too dumb to have a memory of all of the malicious things they have done to me since I’ve known them, like I would just forget that like I would just forget that and think they are who they are telling me they are today . Not to mention all the strange events that have happened around them. The loss I have suffered because of them or the scary circumstances I have found myself trapped in because of them I think with a whiny voice and a little mental manipulation They can turn the whole thing around on me and make me believe whatever cockamamie story it is they want me to believe, I remember when a few years ago it started with my friend Dusty telling me that I did things in front of groups of people that I just had no memory of. Never once did I believe that I remember laughing wildly and telling him he was crazy, thinking he was just playing with me , but as a person, after person I met after him, kept telling me the same sayings and trying to convince me of it. I knew they were trying to get me to believe that so that when a day would come when I was accused or told of having done something that I had not I might remember that and think my goodness those people were right Instead of just instead of just knowing them for the fucking idiots, they are postscript as a perfect example of my saying for the apps I download are not what they represent themselves to be in the App Store. Is this app that I’m writing on? It’s an app called Notion, which is supposed to be for people who are keeping journals or keeping notes and keeping track of things from what I can tell and read in between the lines. It is actually an Amazon page Consol app for handling that but from everything I can see for all intents and purposes, it is just what it says to be however, I have become adept at looking for a little nuances, repetitive words seemingly out of context, and if there are any pop ups or just anything that’s in my face over and over again I know it’s there for a reason and I follow it and read on it and then I am able to find out just what it is I am dealing with. Could my life suck anymore than it has been made to suck by these people? Yes, it could suck as much as they’re just going to because as much as they want me to appear the nefarious and stupid. And as many times, as they tell me, even someone who I want to trusted and looked up to you as a father figure, the police will never believe me blah blah blah, and how they work so hard to tell me I do things that I forget I know in my heart and my sound mind that I am believable because I speak the truth I will be taken seriously because the police are not idiots and they can tell when someone is lying and even beyond that there will be the data that is accumulated and all the rest of it that will be found that no matter what they did think of me will tell the exact story .. they may be able to fuck w me, but the police are not idiots and they will see through this debauchery, and that weak attempt at setting me up for things.. beyond that there’s motive what motive would I have to torture myself, and hack up all my own machines, and lose my own businesses? Stealing money from a few of my roommates cards? Ha.? I balance everything and take care of it for him. I do not get paid from the VA though I’m supposed to and every time his cards are hacked and his money is gone. I am the one he puts on the phone and he says this is my caretaker she can knows everything, making me feel as if. Will you see where I am going with this? It is in this manner that they keep me trapped and fearful.