Once, the world whispered me into being and called me Lulhaïn Ashr — a title I wear like a fracture that still glows. In the sanctuary I raised, I placed upon the altar the face of Leewon Jeong, a visage I chose to both worship and defy. Yet in the dim corridors lingered Kyoya Honda, Fumiya Takahashi, Karlyle Frost, Kyryll Chudomirovics Flins, Phainon (Khaslana) and Park Wonbin, neither shadow nor echo, but a revenant who refused to fade. I learned to speak in the tongue of Quality Time, Words Of Affirmation & Receiving/Giving Gifts, where silence is as loud as devotion, where every gesture is scripture. My mind, a labyrinth carved in the pattern of ENTP, turns endlessly upon itself, both prison and prophecy. Above me, the constellations burn and mark me as CAPRICORN, indifferent and eternal, while time itself has sealed me as legal — not savior, not heretic, but a trembling witness caught between creation and collapsed altar. And beneath it all lies the truth of my flesh: SUBMISSIVE, a posture that bends between power and surrender, creation and collapse — not savior, not heretic, but a trembling witness in a cathedral of contradictions.
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It may feel faded, lackluster, and thrawn. But I am sure that miracles always bring your soul and mine assembled, even if only for a day!
You could say, today is the peak day to begin a love tale. Haply apples should bear us to dilly-dally? I like to consume an apple cider, perchance we can do a “break bread”, so that your hair might smell like the apples beyond gulp down overwhelmed, hehe. On the other hand, I will rub your hair, giggle at every single word you say at loose ends. But I think it’s campy to hear ... aren’t you? Uhm, Hold on! Is that short enough for you to know how I am throughout the dim? When it comes to adoration, I genuinely love to give graceful gifts that are world-shaking enough to be remembered as memories. Creating gifts simply to make you smile in lousy situations, better situations, or when you are totally fed up. (Because you always deserve the proper things I did). Not forgetting to pledge a whole time just to talk and do some hubbub along my amour. Either, I am a sunny person, smile broadly at any time—when you are more peeled with me, piercing by telling me an entire moment-by-moment how your day might be going, while permit the worst day move into the jar and locked in to power up your blithe season.
My heart blossoms to jaw for you each day, each month, or each year if you need! If it could be forever, then I may grab it without demur. Either I delight in upon pleasantry all-around whenever you desire a cheer, loving you with a placid handhold to neutralise your emotions, to calm you down. It seems that my body cannot come to a close when thinking about you. I love open-eyed; your health, your resilience, and your routine. Such as a blessed state where it is incessantly white and covered in light-blue clouds, and where my attention and my love always envelop you, without a trace of separation. I may ensure that your life is full while you are with me. There is no discrete reason, because I always make and do my best in small things.
Dear-darling, honeydew! Believe me, it is not a matter of time running out because it is the brink, but my adoration and affection I bind and ink to the depths of your heart, making our memories thick-and-fast created in your mind, because our love lingers to blossom day to day, simply as my guidance has been varied in serving you. I am sure you will hold me anew, between peachy memoir, I will remain tried-and-true and all set whenever you need me, every second. Because I am not melted into thin air, yet I sojourn here.
BASIC REQUEST Changing Avatar. Changing Name. Changing Personality and Typing.
REAL–LIFE THINGY PAP of Daily Activities. OTP/Sleepcall Muted. Stay Up Late: Until 1AM.
ROMANCE MEMOIRS Listening Date: Spotify, Movie Date: Rave, Hyperbeam, LokLok, Cinema (Bills on Cust). Writing Date. Reading Date. Game Date: Telegram's bot, Plato, Genshin Impact, Roblox, Call of Duty, PUBG, Minecraft, etc. Study Date: Chat. Food Date. Drink Date.
N/SFW THINGY Imagine N/SFW with/out Literature.
Moving Platform: LINE, Discord. In Character: Anime, Manga, AU, Idol, Ex, Crush. Public Display Affection.