I don't have a strong recollection of everything that happened during the time you were with dogra. What I do remember very clearly is how different our conversations felt. I remember feeling sidelined, but I never brought it up because it felt selfish to ask for more of your time. Looking back, I think I was less afraid of the relationship itself and more afraid of quietly losing the friendship we had built. I also worried about you. Not because I believed I knew what was best for you, but because I cared about you and wanted to see you genuinely happy. I don't think I've ever said this clearly before.