PREFACE: In this interview, I will speak frankly and honestly about myself. Restraint for the sake of appearing less admiring of myself is a waste of time in a place like this. Have no fear, I regard myself no higher than most healthy people regard themselves.
What were you first plans for Drywall? And how did it expand to what it is today?
Drywall was, ultimately, I think, my extremely strange way of dealing with adolescence, identity, post-religion, nihilism, artistic standards, and academic pressure.
After a young childhood full of an obsession with creating content (video, photo, audio, and written,) I was working under something like 12 different names (YouTube channels, blogs, etc,) and I decided the best option to optimize my tendency to cycle through interests was to unite everything under one banner. I came to this decision Junior year of high school, during a phase where I was rejecting all the serious work I'd done in the past, and trying to produce an overwhelming amount of content that was truly meaningless, (Specifically, music and poetry,) with the mindset that with enough garbage YouTube videos getting 5,10,50 views, it would eventually add up. (and it did. I made YouTube partner with nothing but high school lunch table vlogs.) During the summer and fall of 2011, I recorded Hamura, the debut Drywall album, and I consider its release date (October 28th, 2011) to be the true birth of Drywall and David Blue. The album itself features sounds of a treadmill, turn signal indicators, the sound of a vhs tape being repeatedly slid in and out of its case, an original, hand-made native american 5-holed flute, and other nonsense. During the time, I was heavily influenced by the Columbia grind/punk scene (a lot of my friends were heavily involved in it,) in that I was trying to make angry-sounding ANTI-music that contained absolutely zero human emotion. I planned to record music that could have absolutely zero function as music. Children of the Corn 30 is a (matured) reflection of that mentality in the film medium. Key Parts of the Drywall alter (Drywall is actually a virtual band contained within the alter's alter's) included drinking gasoline, eating industrial waste, an obsession with clipping, and fear of sine waves and living in a storm drain surrounded by a pile of analog electronics. Around this time, my friends and I were "ironically" listening to noise tapes (I was new to obscure human interests, in general, and therefore very entertained by them,) ((the core of the David blue Alter is a worship of human variety, and this is the time that began for me)) The image of drywall involves a Thai Air Force jumpsuit, fairy wings, and obscure tribal instruments. In his storm drain, he records himself shrieking all day. If you wait outside the entrance long enough, a cassette containing these sounds will eventually fly out.
I'd spent a lot of time much time throughout my childhood trying to produce content that was "technically good" as I was caught up in the early days of YouTube and tech journalism and emulating people like Mark Watson and Jon Rettinger. I had thought I was going to be a professional pilot for most of my life, and I produced a sort of vlog series for every lesson I took as a student pilot. This gained more views, technically, than anything else I've ever done on the net, but I took it down long ago. My expression of "teen angst" was rejecting excellence completely in favor of quantity, my only "teen rebellion" was one against my former self. I flipped completely, and ceased all criticism of my own work, and began releasing as much content as I could indiscriminately. I created a twitter account for Drywall (@ihadtopee,) and I would literally just post random characters or zalgo text when TweetDeck allowed tweeting with just the enter key until I hit my Tweet cap every night. In general, I just rejected the idea of "good" art or "good" content and went into this state where everything was "art" and nothing meant anything. After escaping a radical Christian environment (which insisted upon the idea that everything had meaning,) I think I was just enjoying a sort of intellectual toddlerhood as I was encouraged to love what I could perceive for the first time, and was socialized. My childhood isolation and content obsession meant I was completely unable to have an actual conversation with people my own age. Once I saw that there was actual worth in my peers, I started regarding my previous work as tremendously cringeworthy. I think in part to preserve my pride, I set out to intentionally remove any intent from my content production. (I've always fetishised apathy.) As long as it's obvious we're not trying, we're exempt from criticism. It's so nonsensical it could be considered a "weapon of confusion," even.
Projects like Children of the Corn 30 and represent a matured expression of these ideals. The adolescent insecurity is long gone, I think, and what's left is an absolute love of variety. This means that I'm totally comfortable with taking pride in what I do, putting effort into the quality of the medium and the packaging, but the unique brand of thought, perspective, and analysis remains - it's just more clearly communicated. is a sort of people-journalism mechanism. It's an anti-podcast in that its explicit purpose is maximum variety.
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And sure, it'll never be successful outside of the very small group that identify and enjoy our way of doing things, but I'm actually very proud of it. In my crazy-ass subjectivity, I find it more entertaining than anything else of its kind. In fact, that's a general rule with everything I create. I know most of it is never going to be very valued by anyone else, but I'm more entertained by my set of creations than equivalent offers from anybody else, which isn't as delusional as it sounds, when you think about it. I think it indicates that I'm making the content I want to make.
I have a bad habit of telling people "this is the best episode of Honk yet," or "this is the best Drywall video yet," or "this is the best Drycast episode yet." When I do use that language, I genuinely believe it - it has nothing to do with hype. Ideally, I'd say it about every new piece of content I create. Though it depends, of course, on the natural fluctuations and cycles of focus, I say it about most.
Do you enjoy your success with your project? (Not only considering hits, learning experiences etc.)
What do you do with your time outside of the internet, and in?
I've heard you say you work at a Gas Station, do you enjoy it? Any cool stories you can explain?
What do you think of yourself?
Do you enjoy eating shit?
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