This is starting to get a little bigger so there is a decent chance someone from my life could see this.
If you do know me or know who I am, either from school, the Navy, or other, there is also a decent chance you have already been contacted or affected by this in some way. Either by threats or direct contact by parties trying to turn up information that can be used against me. Most of this has happened to already involved informants or “insiders”, it seems as though the powers that be have tried to keep this “in house”. If that has happened to you, please understand that I am sincerely sorry that you have been affected. I have been continuing in spite of this targeting program with every intention of keeping the people I know and love isolated from it as much as possible, however it seems as though I have been largely unsuccessful.
If you have cooperated or contributed in a way that got you cut off, I am not sorry. You know who you are. I am not going to contact you. I have likely formally requested that you cease communications with me. It takes quite a bit to push me to cut someone off and if I did, it is because you either dosed me or otherwise made me fear for my safety. In other cases, the relationship was reduced (by you) to only communications curated by your handler for the purposes of psychological manipulation and abuse because you are in a cult. I eventually deemed there was no point in trying to continue having organic interactions with you. That is completely on you, I tried to have a relationship with you.
If you for some reason desire to make amends and try again, you have one try and no guarantee. Here are my conditions:
The first communication I receive from you will be an affidavit outlining in plain terms exactly what your role was in the abuse. You can get my address from your handler. The affidavit should detail, without omissions, all actions, communications, and any form of coercion or influence that may have contributed to the circumstances that led me to cease communication. This statement must also disclose any other individuals or entities that influenced, ordered, or coerced your involvement in these actions, including their specific role and any communications you had with them regarding this matter.
This affidavit will be for personal understanding and will not be used against you legally or publicly, provided no further harm or violations occur. If the statute of limitations expires before I receive the affidavit, so does this option.
I trusted you with my safety and to respect my autonomy, now you can trust me not to use an admission to hold you accountable.
No further attempts at conspiring with others in order to manipulate or psychologically abuse me (or any other conspiracy surrounding me) will occur.
Communication between us will be clear, honest and forthcoming. Absent any coded language, use of neural linguistic programming, or third party interference.
No instructions for this part but I do feel I am owed an apology.
I struggle to come up with appropriate conditions because I just genuinely don’t think anyone this applies to will ever be willing to do the things they will have to in order to allow me to feel safe around them.
The purpose of this is not to reopen old wounds or assign blame but to create a safe and honest foundation for any potential future interaction. My boundaries are set to protect my well-being and trust, and I expect them to be respected.