I used to believe in you Now you’ve left me all alone Here i think about the past Wondering where it all went wrong

Life is like a passing dream Nothing ever stays for long Don’t trust their words, don’t trust the world Everything is pointless… whatever you do

Let it all pass you by Like a stream of water Let it wash all over you Like the burning flames of hell

Don’t believe, don’t attach yourself They’re not telling you the truth They’re not real, everyone is fake And you’re the least real of them all

You don’t deserve anything you have You don’t have a right to your own thoughts Why were you ever made this way? Why haven’t you just dropped dead yet

You’re a piece of blackened thread Once white, then gold, then suddenly burnt I barely thought, I barely knew And I just fell down an endless road

The cycle it loops around my head My path is fixed yet torn apart Ups and downs a zigzagging line I don’t know where I’m headed now

I’ve lost my sense of direction I’ve lost my hopes and ambitions I’ve forgotten what I ever wished I’ve never asked, but am I allowed?

Am I allowed to speak my mind? Am I allowed to think and preach Am I allowed to jest and teach Why am I allowed to live and breathe?

Why do You let me do my wrongs? Why, when You know I can’t control These things within since I was young Before I knew what You were

Does it make sense? Why is this my fate? How dare they think theirs is bad It’s a hopeless situation I don’t know where I’m supposed to go

Yes, I think and yes, it’s wrong A blank slate covers all my sight It’s not worse than black, at least it’s there Yet I do not know to escape my plight

I fight and remain deep inside Not knowing that I can take flight And leave this place I’m trapped within Like a singing canary