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Note: Ends with suicide. Idk why.

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what’d we have for dinner? what’d we have for breakfast? I don’t remember; did we even have lunch?

Repeat, repeat, History repeats even when you think you’re done, As water rains over the same old ocean

I wipe my slate clean Till it’s all white and shiny Be nice until you’re mean And it’s again dirty

Sugar lining all my teeth Lock it in and make them bleed Turn them dark and black and bad I deserve to be this sad

I am tired of my breath So let me suffer in my head Till the thoughts kill me alive Deep within and out of life

Pain and hurt keep me awake in this stupid life-like nightmare Keep me far and away from knowing I’ve already enough to care

To think is to hurt and pain is salvation Believe me this life is of my own creation It was my hands which ruined my fate There’s no one else to blame or hate

I took the task of anger To entirely the next level While everyone aims up so high I fall down with all my joy

As the world decides to move I decide to hide and stop Behind closed doors as they scream While I hang up the rope

Tie on it a loop, a knot And lift myself up on a stool Take a last final breath And accept my doom.