Three days earlier I’d stood in a bookstore, not looking for anything in particular.
The woman at the counter had spoken before I said a word:
“You’re looking for absence,” she said.
I blinked.
She handed me a copy of No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai. “It’s about a man who can’t belong to the world,” she said. “Thought you might relate.”
I didn’t buy it. But I remembered the title.
Now
It began with a letter. No stamp. No name. Just the folded shape slipped through my door, like a whisper with hands.
I didn’t open it immediately.
I stared at it. Like it might vanish if I looked away.
When I finally unfolded it, the page smelled faintly of dust and something older— like books kept too long in locked drawers.
The note was short:“I saw what you took in the gray building. I’ve taken something in return.”
The photo of the woman in a summer dress, I had to take it.
Felt strangely warm, or it was the delusion of thinking that I am the one she is starring at outside the frame.
No signature. No threat. Just that.
At first, I thought it was a joke. Then I checked the drawer.
The photo of the smiling boy was gone.
Only that. Nothing else.
I walked back to the gray building. Tried the door.
Locked.