❝ If loving me means you need to hurt me, then please, i beg you to do it a million times so you never stop loving me… ❞
*cw for csa, sh, sa, addiction, abuse, body mutilation, and child abuse*
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+ Amazing writer, could go global if he published his books.
+ A romantic, loves in a unique way.
+ A sweetheart most of the time.
+ Wonderful cook, can make a large feast with tons of food.
= Okay at art, uses an old sketchbook with several unfinished drawings and sketches.
= Naïve, falls for people easily and doesn’t catch most signs of discomfort or annoyance.
= Neglects his own health but takes care of his partner if needed
Allows his body to rot in real time which has caused issues and forced him to amputate his right leg.
Unaware of how society has progressed since he became a hikikomori. He never reads news articles so he is a few years behind compared to someone else his age.
Will give his body up easily, even if it means he could catch disease. He has been on 3 dates in the past 4 years and when he thought they’d be down for intimacy, it turns out they were turned off by how off putting he was.
Has Pike Syndrome (learned helplessness).
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"A deadly mix between a taipan and a mouse. Though he may appear poisonous and deadly, he’s soft and timid like a mouse. The only flesh he wishes to hurt is his own. The only blood he seeks is his own. If he could leave his house to avenge his childhood, he would. But he fears. So he can’t. And he won’t.”
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DIET : Terrible. Junk food all day and a huge platter of food at night. He does a korean bbq layout and often pretends he’s with friends.
EXERCISE : Hardly exercises. In order to keep his weight, he just takes laxatives
SLEEP : He doesn’t sleep that much. Maybe 4 hours a day.
HYGIENE : Poor to okay. Tends to go several days without bathing or taking care of himself. He will have at least 2 days a month where he cleans like hell and tends to his wounds that often get infected
ADDICTION : A horrific addiction to cutting himself. He has so many scars on his body and because he’s so ashamed, it keeps him inside. He also consumes sake once or twice a day. There’s no telling how he manages to push through with work.
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As the scars on his legs got more infected, he took matters into his own hands at 22 to amputate his right leg from the knee down and make his own prosthetic. His scars get infected quite often but because he wraps himself in bandages, it’s began happening way less.
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SCARS : Deep self harm scars on his legs and arms, faded scars on his arms with fresh ones on top (covered with bandages), dry and healed over cuts on his lips from picking at them.
ALLERGIES : Pollen, ants, strawberries
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Tell your character's mental illness here. What are some, if not all of the illnesses they have? What is the trigger or cause of these specific illness? How do they feel about their mental state in general?